Akhirnya.....

Hehehe...akhirnya?...Akhir ape mende?...Nada....syiok sindiri ma....syiok sebab dapat jugak gi amik lesen Advance Open Water bulan April lepas...the last time balik diving, I was involved in a self-accident yang akibatnya aku jadi phobia bila drive dalam hujan...tak kira la lebat ke rintik-rintik and kalau drive mesti nak pakai seat belt hahahahaha...which is good kan?....Alhamdulillah...this year...semua berjalan dengan baik...ALAMAK! Aku belum hantar lagi borang ke PADI untuk buat lesen tu! Adoi...gambo pun lom buat...ada trial utk bergambar tapi sume aku tak berkenan sebab aku nampak debab dalam gambar tu....haissssh! Atte...memang dah debab...nak wat camne...heheheee....

hmmm....sangat menenangkan jiwa....

hey look! my signature from back then is still there!....ngeee....

Seperti biasa....kene mentelaah buku...nasib baik untuk student advance....tak banyak topik nak cover....5 je kalu tak silap.....kalau dulu hanya masuk kedalaman dalam 15 meter je...sekarang dah boleh go in deeper...wuuuu I like.... 

Dalam beberapa dive site yang kami pegi, Sugar Wreck is the least interesting....masa instructor cite kegerunan dan potential danger bila masuk wreck...aku dah cuak...nasib baik la pusing-pusing keliling kapal tu je dan bukan masuk dalam....eeeee scary do! 

One of the topik yang kami kene tau is to drift dive....intructor kata that will be our graduation dive...he will bring his camera to take our pics, we will get to see starfish ke sea horse gitu (aku lupa dah pulak)...and the dive will be a swell.....sounds interesting and scary coz it involves underwater current....but somehow aku excited nak buat...tapi bila sampai masanya nak drift...current pulak lemah, pastu vision pun kureng...tak nampak apa-apa lebih dari 2 depa...so disappointing....we see none of what he said we will see...and we do no drift as he said we will...yang dia buat was taking pics of the penghuni kat keliling tempat kami decent for most of the time...kami have to keep close to him...watching him....due to low visibility...and then I ran low on air & we prepare to ascent...somehow...my gear a bit faulty...bila inflate a bit...dah tak nak shut off plak...last-last I shoot up too fast to the surface without doing my safety stop hahaha....the instructor said I will get nitrogent narcosis as a result of my hasty ascent....cuak jugak...tapi nasib baik...I feel fine afterwards...

Best dive site will be the Tokong Laut...good weather, good visibility...so many things to see....but sebab excited sangat i used up my air macam badak air je...so ended up my air abis lebih awal dari yang lain....and they said its the 1st time female abis air paling cepat dari lelaki...hahahaha...Hey! Wat can i do?...I have big lungs heee...anyway....yang masih dalam air sempat bergambar...and I missed it....dang!

prep untuk dive...leceh tapi perlu buat dengan berhati-hati in order to have a trouble free dive heheee

eee.....gomoksnya aku....ni yang mencetus semangat untuk kuruskan badan sekejap hahaha

hahaha...master diver dah tak sabar untuk turun.....

dari kiri: Emi, aku, master diver saupi, me hubby & one of our instructor Ethel a.k.a Megan...kah kah kah....laki aku tahan nafas supaya tak nampak keboroian beliau hahahaha....

Dive sites around Perhentian Island

this is Cikgu Annuar....instructor otai...also author of books on diving in malaysia...a great artist...plus a boat builder & sailor....I am planning to berguru with him building his catamaran in July...but see how it goes...ni dia tengah draw a school of baracudas on my T-shirt...hage RM60...ok la...mana nak dpt on the spot punye art work...

hehe.....say fishhhh...

geng-geng yang datang utk amik Open Water dan Advance Open Water...sorang dapat lesen open water dengan syarat hahaha....yang lain...passed!

Death is imminent....how we go...only Allah knows....

I missed my Grandma....she has passed for nearly a decade now...but I still can remember her face and her voice....I loved her very much when she was still around and will run to her whenever I need a place to run from whatever I need to run from in those days. I still dream of her and when I woke up...I will always felt this pain on my chest from crying in my dream....

For no apparent reason....from last week the subject revolving around death seems intriguing....I found myself looking up for ghostly apparitions...real ghost haunting..after death communications...angels and reincarnations...from the internet....and I even dreamt about standing infront of my Grandma & Grandpa's grave...

They said dreams are just 'mainan masa tido'...but people sharing their stories in the internet are darn serious about their dreams. I found that many people accross the earth has had dreams like mine...that means I am not out of my mind yet...hahaha....

Anyway...once...years ago....I dreamt (what could be bits and pieces memories from my former life) that I was living in an era where I wore long gown that puffed out from the waist down...like those in the 17th century....walking around what could be the castle ground with high grey stone wall on a bright sunny blue sky day...holding a parasol as i went...I had blond hair then...and feeling really happy...then suddenly...my dream turned tragic as suddenly I found myself in some kind of war...hiding in what could be the castle tower holding a sword for protection...feeling very afraid for my life....and then a bunch of men wearing some kind of metal suit came crushing thru the door towards me...I tried to fight them off with my sword and I cried so hard...and then as sudden as it came...I was back to reality....with tears still flowing down my eyes...I thought...what was that all about and what was I doing dressed up in that kind of gown...did I die at the hands of those men that day...and what baffled me the most up till now is why do I have blond hair in that dream...I never tell this dream to anyone for fear being ridiculed and after some time....it slipped from my mind until I read about reincarnation and recollection of memories from previous life of other people...then it all came back to me...my former religion do not believe in reincarnation...nor do the current religion that I now embrace...both said when you are dead...that is that...all your deeds while you are alive will be counted  and you will be judged at the judgement day. Not that I question my religion...but that is the kind of things that make you stop and think if it is even possible...hmmm....

I hope Allah will give me enough time and the chance to raise my son according to the teaching of my religion ...to be a fine young man...fulfill my obligations...and do enough good deeds...before I am called to meet my maker....Amin...

Al Kisah Kek.....

Di suatu pagi yang membosankan....tetiba bila masuk yahoo...ada pulak feed pasal Red Velvet Cake...lepas tu gatal tangan la nak google resipi kek tu....sebab malas nak tengok banyak-banyak versi kek tu...aku pick je the resipi the 1st on the list....hahaha...hah! Aku dah ada projek baru...tengahari tu ajak la kaki gi carik bahan kek....hehehehe....the next day ada member tanya mana keknye...aku tak plan pun nak buat malam tu jgak...ingat buat wiken...tapi dah member tanya gitu...berkobar balik la pulak semangat nak buat...so petang tu projek bermula.... Kertas resipi di depan mata dan ikut betul-betul arahan resipi....heee.....alhamdulillah...kek siap....tapi kureng naik daripada paras yang aku jangka....rasa pun ntah macam mana....next buat frostingnya...kah kah kah...dalam ikut resipi tu tak menjadi jugak....tercair...so tak jadi nak bawak kek ke ofis pagi next day sebab frosting takde....lunch hari tu gi carik bahan frosting lagi skali....kali ni guna whip cream jenis lain....petang tu balik terus buat....huhuhu...menjadi kali ni....pastu...aku amik kek tu & belah 2...pastu sapu frosting....waaah...syiok plak sapu-sapu frosting tu...macam pro pulak...ahaksss.....owh...tadi ada rasa sikit keknya...agak kepahitan kat hujung lidah....other than that...& sifatnya yang tak mengembang banyak...boleh tahan jugak rasanya....mana pulak silapnya...anyway...aku bawak jugak ke ofis....awal-awal aku bagi amaran ada rasa kepahitan sikit....pelik pulak bila ada kata takde rasa pahit ada kata ada sikit....anyways...kejap je abis....hehehe....selamat kek aku tu hahaha...alhamdulillah...semua selamat selepas makan kek aku tu....hahahaha...next time aku rasa kene kurangkan kaler or maybe serbuk koko dia tu kut....ni gambar kek tu.....